Scared Happy
It feels good to have a friend that just wants to be there for you and does not require anything from you in return. When we met our spirits embraced one another and we clicked immediately. His innocent hello leads to a blushing smile from cheek to cheek for me. His ability to remove negative thoughts from my mind is astounding. He is like the sunset at the end of a great day. The peaceful end to a tragedy.
Anytime a person has been hurt deeply by someone they love, they have a wall of defense up to protect them from feeling that type of pain again. From that moment, it takes a lot of time, patience, and assistance to grow from the dirt into the blooming flower. He scares me so good. He overwhelms me with proper manners, compliments, and his genuineness. Where has he been? The friend that I have been looking for has finally come!
I know that I get attached to people very quickly. It is because I am a genuine person. I care for people and their well-being. I give a lot of myself to put a smile on the faces of others. I treat people the way that I desire to be treated. He makes me feel safe and protected without even touching me. There is no pressure to put on a show and pretend to be someone that I am not.
He talks to me…he shares himself with me…he is a burst of positive energy that brightens my day. He treats me like a Queen. He does not make me feel guilty, unwanted, belittled, less than, or secondary. He uplifts my spirits and keeps a smile on my face and a tear of joy in my heart. He is just what I needed, just at this moment. I do not know his purpose in my life, but I know that I am thankful for his cameo appearance.
The feeling of happiness continues to surround me. He makes me feel like he genuinely cares about me as a person. He does not require anything of me, just that I am me. I like this feeling. I am very appreciative of his existence in my story. He has made a huge impact on my life and in my growth process. I know that he is here for a reason…let’s see what happens…true friends are hard to come by. Hopefully this friend is true…
